Insecurities
Nov. 26th, 2015 06:07 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rincchiHuh, I guess I've gone and switched Twitters now, I'm moving from my main to my secondary Twitter account (though I'm not gonna bother saying on my main, I don't want certain people following me over there...)
I've had a secondary account for a while now. I just wanted somewhere to gush over Kyouriki and cross-dressing Riki, things like that, without people looking down on me. =/ Like, there were mutual followers on my main who don't like that kind of thing? And I felt... oppressed, I suppose? I dunno. So I made another Twitter to just ramble about certain fannish stuff and basically just be myself, and also state opinions I felt like I couldn't say on my main.
I'm feeling like I can't really be around them anymore... sometimes I feel really iffy. I can't even go to a certain visual novel site anymore. I kept seeing people trash Little Busters on the forums and it made me feel really uncomfortable. Seeing them go "hur dur Rewrite is so much better!!!1" kinda made me not care for Rewrite anymore too... yes, I know that's dumb. ._. But seeing Rewrite be favoured over Little Busters and all the bashing, it's just... ugh. So I avoided the forums mostly, but I was still getting exposed to Little Busters bashing from that site, through other means so I had to unfollow their Twitter and I can't go near their site anymore. I don't even want to see certain names on my TL because they make me feel uncomfortable.
I don't really care much for a certain other community either... and being around that community and the visual novel in general means exposing myself to people and opnions I don't want to be exposed to. Sigh. So that's why I've moved. I'm going to stick to following Tumblr people, I guess? The Little Busters fandom is very small... so Tumblr's pretty much the last place I can just enjoy it in peace.
I'm probably sounding really immature. I know people are entitled to their opinions but... I hate to see Little Busters bashing. I really hate it. I love Little Busters so much, I care for the characters and this is my favourite VN of all time... it kinda hurts my feelings when I see people trashing it and I feel really uncomfortable. Sorry... I know it's childish to feel this way, but I can't help it. I want to get away from it all. I can't stand seeing people be negative about my favourite visual novel anymore.
So, I'll just go be myself on my new main, gush over Kyouriki, be random and have fun, and continue enjoying Little Busters without being exposing to any more negativity. Yay~ \O/
I've had a secondary account for a while now. I just wanted somewhere to gush over Kyouriki and cross-dressing Riki, things like that, without people looking down on me. =/ Like, there were mutual followers on my main who don't like that kind of thing? And I felt... oppressed, I suppose? I dunno. So I made another Twitter to just ramble about certain fannish stuff and basically just be myself, and also state opinions I felt like I couldn't say on my main.
I'm feeling like I can't really be around them anymore... sometimes I feel really iffy. I can't even go to a certain visual novel site anymore. I kept seeing people trash Little Busters on the forums and it made me feel really uncomfortable. Seeing them go "hur dur Rewrite is so much better!!!1" kinda made me not care for Rewrite anymore too... yes, I know that's dumb. ._. But seeing Rewrite be favoured over Little Busters and all the bashing, it's just... ugh. So I avoided the forums mostly, but I was still getting exposed to Little Busters bashing from that site, through other means so I had to unfollow their Twitter and I can't go near their site anymore. I don't even want to see certain names on my TL because they make me feel uncomfortable.
I don't really care much for a certain other community either... and being around that community and the visual novel in general means exposing myself to people and opnions I don't want to be exposed to. Sigh. So that's why I've moved. I'm going to stick to following Tumblr people, I guess? The Little Busters fandom is very small... so Tumblr's pretty much the last place I can just enjoy it in peace.
I'm probably sounding really immature. I know people are entitled to their opinions but... I hate to see Little Busters bashing. I really hate it. I love Little Busters so much, I care for the characters and this is my favourite VN of all time... it kinda hurts my feelings when I see people trashing it and I feel really uncomfortable. Sorry... I know it's childish to feel this way, but I can't help it. I want to get away from it all. I can't stand seeing people be negative about my favourite visual novel anymore.
So, I'll just go be myself on my new main, gush over Kyouriki, be random and have fun, and continue enjoying Little Busters without being exposing to any more negativity. Yay~ \O/
